Thursday, April 15, 2010

Liang J is thinking...

hmm.. today im abit lost coz i think that after i go through the colour test's explaination i found that, my working style or mayb leading style shows a very huge opposition to you all...(i need suggestion from ull in making this team all-rounder.)

let me tell u all my teaching style and leading style, and i require every members to comment to the most deep from their heart opinion to me, so we could reach a very satisfied team and of course a happy team, who duwan a happy team but strict team right ?

To me, my brain always shows something call BIG PICTURE(what we known as holistic in the test), and i normally will think of one thing call student's feeling, coz to me, what they think about us is very important. (Y THIS CARE SUDDENLY APPEARs IN MY BRAIN'S DOOR or what we known as"another connected neuron", which is dun have since i was form one ?)
my existence in maths department since the first day equals to "teach and you will get paid", i really din thought of anything call CARE for ur students(all that are not within my work)... and my student which is (wai kin, joon geap, sy-men and wai theng) that gang end up stay with me, but the rest all gone, but i did realise of this CARE issue, only after one year i discovered that, THAT is the main problem...and they r form 2...im regret, deep in heart, i feel "cant describe"...they failed miserably which when i actually developed the CARE neuron in my mind.... i cried. Not becoz im worried about their parent's feeling on TTC's quality or they will blame me on the results, but the feeling of they still believe in you although they get low marks they believe in YOU... i cried...
because of the care, they are still with me, they wan me..but sorry that form 4 i cant help them, i need you all to make them a better person. Of course not the 4 of them, but every single students that registered as a maths student.

As a division leader, which i dun expect you all to treat me as one, coz im learning to be one, anyone can be in this post, we r just a bunch our crazy frens that are gaining student's trust on us,
i like the feeling of working as a group, although it feels very LAN YENG when SOLO XD (right? haha), as u go in your life, u will know the feeling of being in a group, it's really satisfying because the main thing is we have to gain our teammate trust to make them work as a team =)

in my eyes, i can see, maths dept has been consistently growing from a sesame to a little peanut which is full of nutrient, although they are small, but what we see is "potential growth", our peanut can be a very big rice ball that stick every rice(members) together as a team...
i can see our senior chin chung, playing a very good role in teaching and maintaining the students in old town and making him a very perfect guy.
i can see stephanie has been consistently playing a head of department role in pmr maths dept, she knows the syllabus, she knows how to build relation with the juniors.
Our, jian wen, has been thinking of different activities to make our dept lively.
kai boon, a perfectionist that make spm dept smooth, i really appreciate that we have a very consistent worker that keep spm alive, of coz i would love chin chung to contribute your ideas in identifying our maths dept's weakness, u are super blue right? haha =)
kok kin, has been a very dedicated worker that he actually work after he WORKED. Hmmm..i really salute, kok kin THANK YOU in ur involvement in the seminar notes, thank u.
yi shuian, another perfectionist in notes making, putting in his feeling in the notes as well, dedicated member and of coz i see his changes in personality, "they(senior that same age as me)" says that u r like MY last time(YOUNG LIANG J that looks introvert), i hope u can be more open-minded and brave in making your decision and of coz in being a more extrovert, as in looking, i can see your changes as well haha
lastly, our late member that came after NS, Mr. Kar yaw =), u r a very "ci xiang" guy haha, u r a all-rounder, but u have a weakness haha, when u face strangers, u will blush XD ture anot!!!

Thank you to ull, if there's chances lets go yam cha, we talk cock. talk cock, we gain solution from our unconscious thinking haha i believe in that as well haha

I hope that my yellow leading style will slowly replace by ur colour. =)

LJ
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